First: How does one spell conumdrum? Is it conundrum, or conondrum?
Second: The better my art gets, the more I realize that it's not as good as I used to convince myself it was. Which I think is more and more exposure to other peoples art. Which would be fine, because I am getting better, but my skill increase is a straight line graph, while my bitter taste of reality is an exponential graph.
AKA it is quickly outpacing my skill.
Oh well. The only cure is to get better. Or stop looking at peoples art (but I love looking at their art so much)
(but skill takes so loooong)
Third: Why are all my Journals so negative all the time? Probably because my life is a constant array of small good things, with the sporadic large(r) bad thing. So don't worry, the good outweighs the bad, no matter what my Journals may imply.
(I should add that to the end of all my journals, like a disclaimer)